Laying here in the field?
Back pressed against the prickles of grass?
Earth rotation pulling me down?
Do you see the speck of me?
Wherever you are?
Somewhere in the universe?
Heaven?
The great beyond?
Do you see the speck of me?
I close my eyes.
I feel you pull me along with gravity.
I feel my heart push closer to the earth.
And I miss you.
Laying here in the field.
With my back pressed against the prickles of grass.
Do you see the same sky I see?
Somewhere in the universe?
Somewhere in heaven or the great beyond?
Do you see the speck of me?
Laying here in the spring sunshine?
And I miss you.
Beautiful and sad Jenny! I do miss you!
ReplyDeleteYou are missed by many who are hoping and praying for you to have your health restored very soon.
ReplyDeleteI really do miss you here! Prayers always coming your way.
ReplyDeleteSo beautiful, Jenny. You are a beautiful person.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Janie
I see the speck of you and so does God. You will find your answers to your illness. The Universe hears your appeals. xo Jenny
ReplyDeleteI see you, I feel you and I hope my positive thoughts are streaming your way...
ReplyDeleteBeautiful and sad. I love the vivid nature imagery you used - spending an idyllic spring/summer day remembering a special someone with every prick of the grass and every shape in the clouds. Loved this. :)
ReplyDeleteI miss you. I haven't been here (or anywhere) very much lately. Chronic illnesses can take a lot out of a person. Just managing them every day can be a job in itself. I understand your discouragement.
ReplyDeleteWe miss you too - our very best wishes for a speedy recovery.
ReplyDeleteWe miss you too - our very best wishes for a speedy recovery.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful & sad! I don't get by very often but when I do, I always enjoy your beautiful writing. Hoping that all is well! Jan
ReplyDeleteYes! Miss you and see you. :)
ReplyDeleteHope you're feeling better soon.
Sending prayers and positive, healing energy. :)
Yes, I do see that speck that is you, and I know Somebody upstairs does, too.
ReplyDeleteSometimes I wish His timetable and ours could be a little more in sync…especially during hard times.
=)
He will never leave you! Even in the darkness he is there. I have asked the same question. This year has been hard. JDaniel3 lost his job, I tried to find one, JDaniel4 decided he hated school, and we found out my mom had terminal cancer. It didn't always feel like He was there, but he has been and will be. I can look back and see His hand on each event.
ReplyDeleteI miss you! Yes, someone is watching over you.
ReplyDeleteI hate illness, period, end of that sentence! I want you well. I want to see you laugh. I want to see that sparkling smile. This is the age where they should be able to say hey this is going on! ake them listen! Make them know you as a person! Want me to come over there and kick their butt? My hubby will Bruce Lee them outta the way!? Get better, you need some answers. Love you and I am praying for you.
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ReplyDeleteWe do see you. You are there.
This is beautiful, Jenny.
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