Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Alphabe-Thursday Letter K


Good morning class. Welcome to round ten of Alphabe-Thursday!

We will be kicking up our heels for the letter:


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One with nature...

 
 


Ah.

Pain.

A constant companion of each moment of my days of late.

 Next week my doctors will possibly put a final name to it and hopefully find some relief for me.

 In the meantime...

though...

I lie in bed and look at the beautiful tall ponderosa pine trees out of my window...



 It is possible that as I look I am moaning and groaning…

And perhaps it is possible I am moaning and groaning a little too much...

Because on Sunday, Mr. Jenny said, "Okay, that's it.   We're going for a drive."

 I refused.

 He insisted.

 I stuck out my lower lip.

 He insisted.

 I gave up and got dressed.

 He gloated.

 We now live in the mountains of Arizona in one of the largest Ponderosa pine stands in North America...

 Or at least that's what it says on all the Chamber of Commerce stuff.

 We drove a short distance and Mr. Jenny turned the truck onto one of the many dirt roads criss-crossing our geography.

 I felt tense and uncomfortable.

 I looked out the window.

 Mr. Jenny opened the sun roof.

 Afternoon shadows drifted across my lap.

 The scent of pines was mesmerizing.

 Mr. Jenny pulled over into a clearing and said, "Let's go for a little walk."

 I refused.

 He insisted.

 I stuck out my lower lip.

 He insisted.

 I gave up and got out of the truck.

 He gloated.

 We walked slowly.

 I felt timid.   I am afraid of anything making me hurt more.  That might sound silly but it’s true.  I dislike feeling timid and afraid.  I dislike pain I have no control over.

 Up ahead on the path I glimpsed a huge Ponderosa pine.

 Its trunk was lighter red than its neighbors.

 Its trunk was broader and stronger looking.

 I hobbled to it.

 The bark was scarred from bullets and hatchets.



 Looking up, I saw diamond-like droplets of sap decorating the rough bark.

 It felt like a powerful tree.

Don’t roll your eyes.  

It did.  

It felt like a warrior tree. 

A survivor tree.

Powerful and sturdy.

I put my arms around it as best I could and embraced the solidness.

 I put my cheek against the bark and closed my eyes.

 Mr. Jenny was very quiet.

 In a serious voice he said, "Why don't I help you down to the ground and you can just sit here for a while?"

 He did.

 And I did.

I tipped my head back and looked again at the diamond-like sparkle of the sap high above in the tree top.

"What makes a tree have sap?  Why is that there?" I asked Mr. Jenny.

"It's protection," he explained, "The tree does that to protect itself."

After his brief explanation, I just closed my eyes and leaned into the massive trunk.

 Mr. Jenny left me sitting while he returned to get the truck.

 The sun was on my face.

 I cried.

 And when I finally stopped crying I felt the strength of the tree.

 I kid you not.

 It was profound.

 It was religious.

I don't know how long I sat and how long Mr. Jenny waited patiently.

The slant of the sun was lower when I opened my eyes.

Mr. Jenny informed me sweetly it was time to go.

He held out his hand to help me up.

I closed my eyes and prepared to stand.

 And I couldn't.

 I could.

 Not.

 Get.

 Up.

 Literally.

 My head was stuck to the tree.

 My hair was tangled up in the sap.

 Stuck.

 Fast.

 Mr. Jenny and I tangled our fingers trying to get my short hair loose from the tree. 

It took a while.

The tree held fast.

But after much hair pulling I was finally free.

 Mr. Jenny and I kept looking at each other.

It was weird, you know?

There was no sap on the tree where I sat.

Really, really weird.



On Monday I went to my Reiki lady.   Her name is Jennifer and I’ve been seeing her a lot.

I told her the story of the tree.

She felt in my hair for the dried sap.

She thought for a moment and said, “You know how to take that sap out, don’t you?”

I told her I did.  

But that I wasn’t going to.

I was going to leave it as a reminder that there are greater things then pain.

I was going to leave it as a reminder that I honestly think the tree was trying to heal me.

When I left my Reiki session, Jennifer said, “Can I hug you?”

She did.

Then she ran her hand up through the hair on the back of my head.

“Sap.   Tree sap,” she said quietly.   “I am grateful you told me.”





As I write this now I feel the tangle of sap on the back of my head.

Weird.

Right?

It makes me feel stronger.

It makes me feel like I can get through this pain.

And that I will get through this pain.

And it makes me remember that strength comes from unusual sources…

…if we are only open enough to sit in the warm sun and embrace the philosophy.



I.

I.

Am one with a giant Ponderosa pine tree.

Weird.

Yes?

Blessed and grateful?

For certain.


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Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Alphabe-Thursday Letter J


Good morning class. Welcome to round ten of Alphabe-Thursday!

Today we will be juggling the letter:


Please link directly to your Alphabe-Thursday URL (if you don't know how to do this let me know!) and please continue to visit the five links before and after your link and leave a comment. Minimum of 10 links visited please. You can visit more if you like, of course.

I'm seriously wicked behind.   I had some surgery a few days before Thanksgiving and complications are rearing their ugly head.    Dumb complication stuff anyway.   Sigh.   It's not that I'm not visiting because I don't think you're all amazing for participating...it's just that things are kinda/sorta health icky at the moment.   Seeing two specialists today so maybe they'll help get me back to speed!   In the meantime...I haven't forgotten you!

If you have any difficulties with your link, please make sure to include the number of the link when you e-mail me. It is really difficult for me to find you easily otherwise.

If you have any questions about Alphabe-Thursday or problems doing your link just post it in a comment or send me an e-mail. I'll do my best to help you as quickly as I can.

The McLinkey will be live from 1:00 pm MST time Wednesday afternoon in an effort to assist our lovely "friends across the pond" and continue through 10:00 am MST time Friday morning!

And remember.... link back to this post, you need to be registered as a follower of my blog, PG posts only, and visit at least 10 other students (perhaps the 5 students before and after your post). The links will stay live after the final post deadline has passed so you can even wait and visit over the weekend or whenever you have more time.

Please jump up and post your letter "J" now!


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Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Alphabe-Thursday Letter I



Good morning class. Welcome to round ten of Alphabe-Thursday!

Today we will be improvising about the letter:



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Just letting you know that I'm surely, but slowly, catching up!   Just starting G's on Wednesday morning.   

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Please inspire us with your letter "I" post now!
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Irish Letter H

H is for Having fun with the Irish Grandlittles, an Oregon son and a neighbor girl.


This post is linked to the letters H! for Alphabe-Thursday.

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Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Alphabe-Thursday Letter H


Good morning class. Welcome to round ten of Alphabe-Thursday!

Today we will be happily discussing the letter:




Please link directly to your Alphabe-Thursday URL (if you don't know how to do this let me know!) and please continue to visit the five links before and after your link and leave a comment. Minimum of 10 links visited please. You can visit more if you like, of course.

I am current up to the letter D which, technically, means I am super behind.   E is coming up!


If you have any difficulties with your link, please make sure to include the number of the link when you e-mail me. It is really difficult for me to find you easily otherwise.


If you have any questions about Alphabe-Thursday or problems doing your link just post it in a comment or send me an e-mail. I'll do my best to help you as quickly as I can.


The McLinkey will be live from 1:00 pm MST time Wednesday afternoon in an effort to assist our lovely "friends across the pond" and continue through 10:00 am MST time Friday morning!


And remember.... link back to this post, you need to be registered as a follower of my blog, PG posts only, and visit at least 10 other students (perhaps the 5 students before and after your post). The links will stay live after the final post deadline has passed so you can even wait and visit over the weekend or whenever you have more time.

Please feel free to link your happy posts now:

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

It's calm...

... and quiet...
 
 
 
...and there are no towels on the floor...
 
...or dog hair floating through the air...
 
...the level of the milk gallon is not going down alarmingly...
 
...the Christmas cookies are all gone...
 
...the tree is down...
 
...and did I mention, it's calm...
 
and quiet?
 
And Mr. Jenny and I are left alone in our lives while our children and Grandchildren go back to theirs.
 
We are left alone with our memories and melting snow and an odd sock found now and again.
 
Gibran wisely writes:
 
“Your children are not your children.
They are sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you.
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For thir souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the make upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness.
For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He also loves the bow that is stable.”
  
 
Gibran?
 
Yeah.   He was a rock, man. 
 
A total rock.   I wonder if Mrs. Gibran felt this same way.
 
Or if she just pretended that...
 
...she was a stable bow?
 
 
or that she didn't want to chase after the arrows crying and saying, 'Come back!   Come back!"
 
We are left here alone in the silence...
 
and all I can really dare to hope is that somehow...
 
...someway..

...through some miracle...
 
...someone forgot one Christmas cookie in the freezer.
 
 
That might give me a little comfort right now.
 
Or not.
 
Sigh.

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Irish Letter E, F and G!

We had the Grandlittles off and on through their visit here in the US.  They were all hoping for snow and we finally got it.

And really got it.

In fact, it was an Excellent amount of snow for our Irish Family to play in!
The girls called it Grand.

And Mr. Jenny and I just called it memorable!

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The little feller in this photo is NOT from Ireland.   But he certainly loved his Irish cousins.   We missed our other little Grandson from Idaho during this visit as well!


This post is linked to the letters E, F and G! for Alphabe-Thursday.

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